When this picture was taken recently, we had a suspicion that something might be wrong with you Benjamin. You are coming up on a year old and still not pulling yourself up, crawling or walking. With a recent appointment your doctor referred you to a Pediatric Neurologist at the Children’s Hospital in Spokane for an MRI so we can find out what’s going on… we have a suspicion of cerebral palsy the hypotonic type as you do not have stiff legs, rather they are soft and not doing what they need to be doing. You kick happily as any boy would, you always pull your sweet legs up to cuddle in against me when I nurse you. I love your legs and love everything about you. That’s why it’s so hard. We had one of the hardest, saddest and most concerning weekends we’ve ever had over any of our children these past few days. I had literal waves of pain overtake me off and on throughout each day since finding out on Friday that there’s an urgency for you to be seen. But somehow you are going to be okay. And when we find out what is going on with you, I have a story to share about something the Lord put on my heart when I was pregnant with you early on.
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<p><a href=”https://vimeo.com/173079389″>102_0292</a> from <a href=”https://vimeo.com/user36589551″>Hadassah Geraci</a> on <a href=”https://vimeo.com”>Vimeo</a>.</p>
Video from 2 weeks ago or so…